I’m sorry sweetheart, It’s been less than 6-months and it’s been months since I’ve had anyone mention your name, not even family. I could talk about you all day long, it would be difficult, emotionally, but I would love to have someone remember you even in the slightest way. Dan, when he visited 2-3-times would not dwell on the subject, out of concerns for me, I’m sure, but at least he remembers you. Abby would be the only other person who feels free to openly talk about you as a unique situation shows itself.

Sorry for the pity blog. Just took my lorazepam, but it takes about an hour for it to be useful.

Still living without a Mastercard. Sunkissed and Netflix are being good about waiting, don’t know about the others. I will be needing gas in a couple of days, just hate to spend house money for gas. Mornings and evenings are the toughest times of the day. I’m optimistic that volunteering with Hospice will help the morning situation, evenings will have to take care of themselves. It’s difficult watching the PG-13 movies I’m relegated to watch and see your face on your urn looking back at me as thought all is well in the world.

Just happened across this picture the other day, forgot how talented you were. Of all the gifts God has given me over the years, sharing our 35-years together, without any doubt, was one of the  gifts I’d enjoyed the most.

Love you so much,

Pray for me

Me