9th. I’m sorry sweetheart, It’s been less than 6-months and it’s been months since I’ve had anyone mention your name, not even family. I could talk about you all day long, it would be difficult, emotionally, but I would love to have someone remember you even in the slightest way. Dan, when he visited 2-3-times would not dwell on the subject, out of concerns for me, I’m sure, but at least he remembers you. Abby would be the only other person who feels free to openly talk about you as a unique situation shows itself.
Sorry for the pity blog. Just took my lorazepam, but it takes about an hour for it to be useful.
Still living without a Mastercard. Sunkissed and Netflix are being good about waiting, don’t know about the others. I will be needing gas in a couple of days, just hate to spend house money for gas. Mornings and evenings are the toughest times of the day. I’m optimistic that volunteering with Hospice will help the morning situation, evenings will have to take care of themselves. It’s difficult watching the PG-13 movies I’m relegated to watch and see your face on your urn looking back at me as thought all is well in the world.
Just happened across this picture the other day, forgot how talented you were. Of all the gifts God has given me over the years, sharing our 35-years together, without any doubt, was one of the gifts I’d enjoyed the most.
12th. Todays a Thursday, and nothing much happened. We had 24-hours of soaking rain yesterday and early this morning, the ground is saturated and the backyard is about 90% green. Took about an hour this morning, after coming home from church, to finish raking Debby’s back yard. I think it looked better with all the leaves. Sunkissed is still nice enough to pick up the 3-bags of leavings and cart them away. We’ve been told the RVPark might permit sprinklers for watering their grounds, but we will have to pay for the system.
A couple of days ago the Surface got messed up, so I brought it to Best Buy and they messed it up even more. This afternoon I was able to dig into the Windows software and figure most of it out. I think they updated Windows, so I think I’m stuck with it.
All for now, am behaving.
It’s nice talking to you, thank you for listening, although a bit one-sided.
I Love You
me